January 2009
14 posts
Reasons why I like you:
You compliment me on the things I’ve always been self conscious about, like my nose and my eyebrows.
-S
tell me if this is too much information...
but who needs a man when you can get off doing ab exercises at the gym.
werd.
- mc
he's back 2.0.
married man. back. in full force. again.
shit.
remember that bartender from last summer?
I think we’re gonna do it.
eeeewwwwww! hot.
r
It’s about this time of night that I start to get depressed that he hasn’t called. I really liked him. I was planning on giving him a week and then calling him to see if he’d had enough space. I just wish he’d call me. But I can’t will it to happen.
I’ve been having dreams where I’m dating someone else. Someone excited about commitment. Someone with a...
“Sometimes I’ll spot a guy I’d been with and wonder: ‘Why on earth did I sleep with him? Oh, yeah. He wouldn’t leave.’ Let me explain something: If you ever want to get rid of a guy fast and never hear from him again, sleep with him. He’ll be on his way after five minutes, which is a lot less than the half hour he was going to spend at your door trying to get you to let him in. Then you can go to...
I’ve begun to notice the split between two perspectives whenever I regard my life (which is always, I’m entirely unable to control myself. So I self-analyze, obsess, and over-think. Deal with it.)
It’s like I see myself from within and from without. The ‘from without’ view is leading me to believe that I’m actually (gasp!) maybe growing up a bit. I feel...
I hate men. I do. I love my dad. C’est tout.
r
Why, why,whyyyyyyyyy???
He told me he started to get cold feet this week. He told me he took a step backward this week. He told me he ran into his ex girlfriend and it’s got his mind all fucked because he doesn’t want anymore heartache. He says he can see where this is going-relationshipville, and it made him nervous, BUT he thinks an awesome girl like me is hard to find.
Well,...
Six Dates
I’ve been on 6 dates with this guy I like. He is not my boyfriend. We have not had sex. I have another date with him tonight and I’m not really sure what he’s feeling.
Last Saturday when we were together, he told me he really liked me and that there would be plenty of time for us to be more intimate and get to know each other better. Then we barely spoke all week. I had to ask...
'09 the year of the ----
following in r’s footsteps i’d like to lable ‘09 a year of SOMETHING. i’m not quite sure what yet. walking to work this morning i realize i just don’t care. i don’t want to give a shit about the men or lack there of in my life.
a few weeks ago i saw on B’s facebook page that someone commented on his girlfriend being prettier than him. i freaked out and...
i dont really know how i feel about this. at all.
A, my booty call for almost two years, came over last night after weeks of sexy talking. we slept together. he came way before i did and i rolled over unsatisfied.
i was drunk. he was pissy. i told him to see himself out in the morning. it escalated into this huge argument that ended with me pushing him and him shoving me back.
i told him to...
Take back the power!
I have decided that I will not change my relationship status on facebook ever again. No matter how happy and lovey dovey and “in a relationship” I feel, it is nothing compared to the excruciating pain of changing the status back to single and seeing that cruel broken heart icon. Then you get all these messages from people you’ve confirmed as friends who, of course, aren’t...
he's back.
the married guy is back and in full force.
i thought this was over and rather than putting a stop to it…i indulged again. i can’t help it. i’m getting such a rush out of knowing this man wants me sooo bad and can’t have me.
but i’m getting jealous of his wife.
this is bad.
- mc